The World We Have

A Change in Things…

Well I guess the title for my blog isn’t all that fitting anymore seeing I’m not really postin’ wonderful things about the world lately. It’s probably because of what’s going on here at home. New Year and all and we’re having all sorts of trouble. Nevertheless, I’m keeping this here blog of mine alive just so I could pour my thoughts out in the open. A little change here and there, though. It’s not just going to be about how beautiful and amazing this world we live in is. It’s also going to be about how dreadful and sometimes filled with terror this world is. It’s not just one side of the coin anymore. 

Just a heads up to whoever might come across this little world of mine. It ain’t about getting seen, though, oh no. I just want to let it all out.

Thanks tumblr people for making a world like this. G’night.

Date: 01.01.11 Time: 23:28 PM
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I’m scared as hell and I don’t know what to do. 

Date: 12.30.10 Time: 11:06 AM
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aren’t WE answer enough

aren’t we answer enough for you? you wanna kill yourself because there aren’t any answers to all your effing problems… well, what problems are you talking about anyway?! We’re all here for you. When you see bumps ahead you don’t just stop and run away. You tread slowly and get through it. We’re HERE. We have been the whole time. 

Alam kong mahirap iyong magtrabaho sa ospital pero hindi ka dapat basta basta lang na bumigay. Mahirap nga pero alam mo, itong ginagawa mo mahirap din para sa amin. Lalo na sa nanay mo pero nakita mo ba siyang tumigil sa pagsuporta sayo? Hindi! Lagi siyang nandyan sa tabi mo kahit na inis na inis na kami kasi alam naming lalo kang hindi magbabago. Pati si ate nandyan sa tabi mo iniisip ka kahit na sobrang galit na siya sayo iniisip ka pa rin niya. Kami rin nahihirapan pero tingnan mo nakakapit pa rin kami sayo kasi naniniwala kaming makakaya mo to pero ikaw tong bitaw ng bitaw. Ikaw tong hindi naniniwala. 

Kami. Hindi pa ba kami sapat para gustuhin mong mabuhay? Hindi pa ba sapat yung pagmamahal ng ina mo sayo? Kulang pa ba kami para sayo na ginugusto mong mamatay? 

Date: 12.29.10 Time: 23:48 PM
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